1: How we ended up together

 

Back to 2015, we were in class 11 taking science with a hope of becoming something different from others. I was a talkative person with lots of friends while he was a shy guy with few people around. Teachers used to give projects that should be done in pair and by luck I always get paired with him. I usually tease that shy guy and he used to smile at my jokes while doing works together in one table.

 

Later I felt weird whenever we were close, and  I wanted to be in love with him as I found out that this guy has a good quality (mentioning down would be hard as there are countless). I know we had been classmate, project pair, seatmate and  wanted to try new. As I thought, he also showed some interest in me that gave me hope. After completing our midterm exam I was surprised to hear him  say that he loves me too! Well it was a moment where I laughed out loud with happiness. 

 

We were couple like others, share everything, understands one another, a perfect match and people knew about us. We planned, studied, helped eachother with aim to work together in future too. What we planned came true! After completing 12 we both went for law and we were still together. 

Future is in our hand and both were proud as we managed to hold each others hand. We both did it !!!!!!

 

2:  we had a happy life  until. 

 

After completing from law school, I married with my one and only boyfriend who had been with me through thick and thins. We introduced eachother with families and got so much of love from them as well. I never imagined that I would get such a loving inlaws, thankful for him because my life won't be beautiful without those wonderful people. We are happily married couple, everything was smooth which strengthened  our bond day by day. It is very impressive to know that true love still exist right?

 

Of course we were! We did everything like any other couple like go on long drive, celebrate anniversary, mid-night talks, called eachother with sweet nicknames, give surprises, tease eachother, watch movies and many more. My life was complete with him that I got used to and he also cared me as much as I do. 

 

Marriage life was awesome and exciting everyday because you get to see your loved one every morning when you open your eyes, you have no worries about being apart as you trust them more than any one, you will love them more day by day and share your happiness, sorrows and always there for one another. Happy ending isn't 

about getting your lover or marrying them but growing old is. I knew I was lucky to get him as my partner and satisfied with what I have . It was a happy life until........

 

3: There was a change

 

Love in the beginning seems so sweet, we think that life is complete if you have your loved ones, but then the truth is ‘no'. Everything feels smooth at the very beginning but as time passes, nothing remains same not even the person who used to care more about you, who used to say that they loves you unconditionally. Love fades, we become fed up, is there a couple who never quarrel? Fights? No right. Because such thing doesn't exist in real life, there is no lover who never gets fed up with your partner. 

 

I noticed change in him after few years as he used to come late at home, never spend time with me, as time passed we were not like how we used to in the beginning.  I might have done something wrong that made him feel tired, or may be I was easy going wife to ignore me, I didn't know whose fault it was but I noticed his changes, different behavior, the way he talks and life was so dull which I never dreamt it would be. When I recollect things I don't remember where I went wrong and he never told me what I have done to give up on me. At that situation if we had a kid then it would be hard to separate and because of this I never thought about having a baby. So I did right thing not to give birth as they will suffer if we were to separate.

 

As if I have known the future, my mind was mentally ready to face everything alone even if he leaves my side. I tried hard to bring him back like he used to, I tried everyday to fix our relationship, I worked hard to understand him for his behaviors and let him open up what he wants but nothing worked. Maybe he also tried but he was careless, never being mindful about things which is hard to cope up. 

There was days when we were so close and now it isn't the same and situation changed.

 

4: I was wrong to believe that love is everything!

 

After few months he came to me saying that we need to go in separate ways then. He wanted a break from marriage life, he wanted to lead a single life, desires to explore more without me and I remembered him saying politely to me," dear I have loved you so much, I never wanted another woman in my life other than you, yes we have lots of memories together and I will never forget those happy moments with you. I want to do what I feel right because these days I really want a peaceful life without thinking too much. How ever I don't mean that it wasn't peaceful with you, still then I want to spend time alone and today I opened up to convey you. Hope you will understand me” 

 

His words were polite yet feels dark, yes we did have a beautiful time and I never wanted to forget it all. It was a right thing I can do for him as he came forward to share what he feels rather than hiding it from me. I was happy for what he told me , he conveyed in a right way. I trust him that he won't lie so I was relieved after discussing with the matters which was disturbing. I'm delighted to see him move on to know himself in a better way. 

We hugged for the last time, and waved goodbye. Our path was opposite and the best part of us is "we love eachother even though we are not together”. 

 

Since the day he left I was never a same person, I wasn't too depressed with changes as I am stronger than who I was. Love doesn't mean growing old together, spending time 24/7 with eachother, having a good time, most importantly love is not always between man and woman but from my life I understood that love also means knowing and exploring about yourself, what you want, how you feel, learning more to improve  and love is within you. You need learn to love yourself first instead of getting hurry to love someone. Our story didn't end here , it is not  sad but it was just the beginning!