I fell in love with once, I fell in love with twice.
It was electrifying, so beautiful.
Little did I know I had to pay a price,
Life sucked out of me from my joyous pool.
Left with thousands of petty little lies,
Being utterly, helplessly, completely disoriented fool.

I had my fine share of loves,
Five or six of them.
I had felt nothing but closure to tend,
Sorry_ hem.
It was only once and twice to be truthful and not pretend,
That had me nurture butterflies and believe words so lame.
On joyous rides had I went,
Only to Satan's Pit of Fire to be send.

To once,
You had me falling hard but it came to a halt,
Some part of me cried in joy, some wailed.
While I was fed and bathe in candy and salt,
The bitter yet sweet part of me bailed.
You had me thinking I was at fault,
That I caused the Boat of Despair to be sailed.
But it was you who let something out the vault,
Upon me it stormed and hailed.

To twice,
In your arms I found comfort,
In your eyes_ the whole universe.
All the feelings I had not let it sort,
And now I am left with a heart to nurse.
Left stranded at the port,
With a pen and a paper to write verse.
I find myself praising the lord,
For giving me strength and making me my own marse.